Jomul7

trying to learn to say ah to things. trying to learn how to spell my name. For now, I'm just another wordsmith.
None of these images are my own.

Ask and you shall receive
Submit and surrender!

Muhumba is a street I lived in for two years. The way you pronounce is by putting your lips together as if you were about to kiss and make the sound that cows make: MOOH and then OU and then MBA. That last sound is the same as for my last name. Anglophones and Francophones always chop up that sound and it doesn’t surprise or make me smile anymore because I often do the same with English and French words. Mba is a bantou sound and unless you have lived in any Sub Saherian African area, you might not know how to say it right.

For now, lets return to this street where I lived in for two years. My mother was renting an apartment at the time, and my favorite time of the day was the afternoon because during that afternoon, I could day dream for hours, looking at the way the wind picked up dust and twirled it around for a while or watch students walking back from school in their white and blue uniforms. My afternoon has even increased in interest since one of those school students who passed by was Basima. That name used to change the room temperature, accelerate my blood pressure and make Nature greener and more enchanting. Her uniform wasn’t any different than any other student. She was the same age as my cousin which meant 5 years older than I was. But in the midst of my day dreaming, she had come along, walking to her home as if she owned the ground she walked on and my heart knew not what to do with itself.

To make a story short, a year went by and I found myself in the same school as her, but she remained that mythical queen who walked down my street and the two times we met, my brain space had expanded to take in every detail of her and leave no room for words. Out of all the girls one could fall in love with, I had to go with no other than the most popular girl in high school. I had sleepless nights, wrote love letters, mocked myself, made up stories about us until I couldn’t take it anymore. Having been bred by romantic tales from “serious” literature, I decided to declare my love to her or die.

I went to her house, after summoning the gods and God to help me for a good two hours and asked her sister to talk to her. I spilled every bit of my heart to her on that beautiful afternoon. That afternoon was as beautiful as the ones I used to have until she came along. She cried but said nothing. I turned around and left. I wasn’t dead but I wish I was.

Muhumba is the street I will return one day and walk it back and forth and hopefully put to rest the ghosts from the past.

Posted at 5:41pm and tagged with: high school, love, personal, memories, spilledinkprose, prose, past, Bukavu, Bantou sound,.

This gaped face looks back at me in the mirror

a flicker of light is dancing nervously on the surface of his eyes

strands of hair keeps hidden his intelligence

“You look familiar” I say

that’s the moment he decides to walk away

the space he occupied still retains his smell

as if it refuses, like I do, to let him go

I should order my legs to follow him

I should leave the space I occupy to follow him

I can’t, I will not leave my post for him or anyone

The sound of his boots gets softer and softer

My dress trembles with excitement urging me to run after him

I clench it to let her know who is in control around here

The memories are still floating around

The kiss, the slap, the kicks, the flowers, the lovemaking

I can still pick them up one by one and examine them

His footsteps on my heart are visible for anyone to see

There’s no need to hide or display your battle scars

You are now

A beautiful monster with symmetries and irregularities

To make the heart stop and the eye gaze

What a wonder!

You are now

Let’s hold, you and I, this space right here between your skin and mine

Let the memories float and stumble

Do you want the truth?

I left a little souvenir on his right rear end.

Posted at 12:29pm and tagged with: creative writing, personal, poem, poetry, spilled ink, couple, separation, love, memories,.

I want you and I to talk about the stuff of life. The tiny breaks she made when she threw those words at me. The year, the month, the day and the minute before those invasive bacteria took mon papa.

I want for that night. For that night to have been a dream. I want the power to have gone out like usual. I want that one to not have desired a bath that night. I want for mon petit frère to have been tired and not want to play. I want for me to have been mesmerized by the tv screen like always. For me to have reacted and not just stare. But that’s what I did. I stood there and stared. Our eyes forever locked, forever speaking, forever asking why.

What’s in a life? atom, molecules, flesh. Yes, lots of flesh, but all I have left and all I want to have is the smell of their souls. You can smell it whenever I blink or close my eyes. This corner of my heart doesn’t need any cleansing. The ecosystem that has grown in there must be protected at all costs with every ounce of blood.

In my shell, in this sacred cocoon, the Spirit hovers above the waters of my life. Waiting to breathe upon them a new world. For every limb I lose, my shell grows thicker and the smell grows stronger. For every face you see, another one lies underneath. I have unwrapped and unrolled myself with every move, but with every vision, my loved ones lost their sight, but you don’t need to worry, if you blink or close your eyes, they will find my smell on you.

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Posted at 3:59pm and tagged with: prose, personal, life, death, memories, souvenirs, time,.

cosmicyoruba:

aphoticoccurrences:

La Vie Est Belle

a Congolese romantic comedy

part 1, part 2, part 3

Papa Wemba is in this film?

This is the only congolese movie I would recommend to anyone. Viva Riva is pure garbage.

Posted at 3:37am and tagged with: memories, congolese movie,.

cosmicyoruba:

aphoticoccurrences:

La Vie Est Belle 
a Congolese romantic comedy
part 1, part 2, part 3

Papa Wemba is in this film?

This is the only congolese movie I would recommend to anyone. Viva Riva is pure garbage.

martamara:

Memory 

I like how blurred it is, that’s how memories are sometimes

Posted at 2:45pm and tagged with: images, memories,.

martamara:

Memory 

I like how blurred it is, that’s how memories are sometimes